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I am building a new home which is practically the same as this one although I am trying to make it better than this, hopefully. I will still continue writing for this one…hahaha…I know I have not written any lately…too many distractions!

However, my new home is at http://asiandramaaddict.com or you just simply click here.

It may be down sometimes because I am still trying to organize and fix things. The whole COFFEE PRINCE recaps are already there and I am on the process of trasnferring HANA KIMI. I am painstakingly transferring the posts manually for God knows why… it will take too many hours for me to tell you all about it anyway you are all invited to go over there…I hope I can fix it before the month ends…

See yah!


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Detour: Love Letters II

Here are more love notes…

Love Letter #4. From the Unspeakable Heart

If you know me enough you will sense me from this love letter. This is for you

Dear YOU,

I wrote you this letter so that you know how deeply you have touched my heart. In a very short period of time, you have come to me with two sides. You had taken the time to want to know you, inside and out. Honestly and truly, you made it easy for me to open myself up again, and allowing me to meet you and to know you better than before.

For the past few days, I made a lot of thinking about our relationship. I am so happy that we both know how to handle ourselves and to take care every single time every time we meet in yahoo. Yes! Every time we meet, there is this feeling of excitement, looking forward to chat with you, talk about whatâs new in Yahoo group and other stuff. It always gives me a sweet smile from my side of Yahoo every time weâre on. I thought we had a great relationship, and that amazed me.

And one thing that amazed me most is I always recognize you in all the beauty that surrounds me. Especially every time you called my screen name, with an admiration from your side, and with a soft word of I love you and I can always sense you every time I am on the chat room. Always wondering what it must feel to be with your side and have your both arms around me. And longing for you with those dreams to be come true.

Finally, I am very fortunate that you made me fall again here in what you called “Yahoo’s love”. Even there were uncertain feelings that bother me, but with all my heart I truly love you, but I don’t know how far this relationship will stay strong and faithful. I am afraid that one day, we both realize and both asking our selves, this “Do I really love her? Or Do I really love him? Am I in love with him or not, or Am I in love with her or not? Because the chances are you may be meet some girls in Yahoo and you may be tempted to fall with someone else. I am truly afraid right now if ever time will come to separates our ways.

I would love to tell you that everything will be ok, and not to make you feel in worries, but I promise to do all I can to make sure it does. I can bring myself to tell you how much I love you. But if this relationship will end, and this letter may sound ãgoodbyeä, but I know we will find each other again in another time and in another life. I will wait for that perfect time and be with you for the rest of my life. Unconditionally!

I love you!

Unspeakable Heart

Love Letter #5. From Lord Byron to Lady Caroline Lamb

Lord Byron (1788 – 1824) was one of England’s most notorious womanizers. A world-famous poet by the age of 24, he had a brief but extremely passionate affair with Lady Caroline Lamb. Pressured by Caroline’s mother (who herself may have harbored affections for Byron), he used the opportunity to put an end to the relationship. In this letter, he explains his reasoning.

August 1812

My dearest Caroline,

If tears, which you saw & know I am not apt to shed, if the agitation in which I parted from you, agitation which you must have perceived through the whole of this most nervous nervous affair, did not commence till the moment of leaving you approached, if all that I have said & done, & am still but too ready to say & do, have not sufficiently proved what my real feelings are & must be ever towards you, my love, I have no other proof to offer.

God knows I wish you happy, & when I quit you, or rather when you from a sense of duty to your husband & mother quit me, you shall acknowledge the truth of what I again promise & vow, that no other in word or deed shall ever hold the place in my affection which is & shall be most sacred to you, till I am nothing.

I never knew till that moment, the madness of — my dearest & most beloved friend — I cannot express myself — this is no time for words — but I shall have a pride, a melancholy pleasure, in suffering what you yourself can hardly conceive — for you do not know me. — I am now about to go out with a heavy heart, because — my appearing this Evening will stop any absurd story which the events of today might give rise to — do you think now that I am cold & stern, & artful — will even others think so, will your mother even — that mother to whom we must indeed sacrifice much, more much more on my part, than she shall ever know or can imagine.

“Promises not to love you” ah Caroline it is past promising — but shall attribute all concessions to the proper motive — & never cease to feel all that you have already witnessed — & more than can ever be known but to my own heart — perhaps to yours — May God protect forgive & bless you — ever & even more than ever.

yr. most attached

Love Letter #6. Second Chances

I am writing you this letter to express my love for you. I know we have been through some tough times and have never started off our marriage on the right foot. We have been apart now for 6 months and it has been the hardest times of my life. I have tried to anger myself to keep you from hurting me again and have built a wall of defense around my heart. Now you have come back around and the wall begins to crumble.

There is nothing more in this world that I want other than to start our marriage over again with the woman I love. I know that you are just as scared as I am and you are afraid to take that step. I want for us to forget about the past that brought us the hurt and pain that we caused each other and start all over again. I want you to feel the passion, affection, love, and caring that I have to offer you and that I have never been able to show you. You are very special to me and I don’t want to give that up. We need to give this marriage the chance that it never had. I know we can do it if we try. I have always said that you are my soul mate and the one I would always be with forever.

My heart is here waiting for you and ready to put it all on the line. Will you do the same? I am taking this last chance and believing in God that this marriage will work. I need for you to do the same or we might as well call it quits. I believe that God will give us the support that we need to make it last forever. We invited him into our marriage nearly 5 years ago to look over us and protect us.

There is no other way to say it other than I love you, Baby, with all of my heart and soul. I am not ready to give up, my wife. But I need your help and love because I cannot do this on my own.

This letter is not for you to respond to or call me on. I just want to express to you how I feel inside. I just want you to know how much I love you and miss you. You will see the difference when we are together and you won’t regret it.

I love you.

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Detour: Love Letters…

A few days ago, a friend of mine emailed me a love letter she found in a coffee shop. I too found it quite interesting and immediately look for more in the net. These letters kinda give you a different perspective on how to view relationships and how the other side thinks. Since the letter mentioned no names, I thought of sharing it also with you. It inspired me to look for more and create a place for it here. I know it does not have anything to do with asian dramas but indulged me please.  When you get to read them, you will know why it fascinated me…


Love Letter#1…from the Coffee Shop

When we broke up last year, you promised you’d always be my best friend. I thought I’d never ever be able to see you that way. But I tried. Believe me, it almost killed me but I tried. It’s taken me all this time to accept you as a friend and not a lover.

So now I wonder…what are you trying to do to me? You say we can’t be lovers, but as soon as I start dating again you get jealous and turn your back on me? What sense does that make? Can you please step outside your head for a minute and see how fucked up you’re acting?

Listen to me: I loved you deeply, and I still love you. Do you realize how much time I’ve spent thinking about you…about us? No, I’m sure you’d never believe it if I told you. Just like I’d never believe I’d invest so much time on a relationship that would just disappear.

We could be friends in stronger, deeper and more complicated ways than anyone else could. That’s the way we are together. But we can only be friends if you give me the freedom to live a life separate from yours. Can you please allow me this and give us another chance?

Because I miss you like you’re missing me.”

Love sure isn’t easy. As I’ve said this letter then inspired me to look for more and found so many that we can relate to, get high from the words used, the lyrical phrases, the heartwrenching emotions that you can’t help but wonder if the the one who penned it ended up happy or still melancholy.

Love Letter#2

When you left me (10 years ago now?) it was the worst thing that ever happened to me. Walking home after saying goodbye at the train station, I was crying so hard I could barely move my feet.

Much worse things have happened to me since that day, and I guess in my way I’ve forgiven you. I understand now why you couldn’t love me, and more importantly I understand why it wasn’t your fault.

It’s funny though I haven’t seen you since, I still think of you quite often. Because you were one of my first and best loves, so innocent and idealistic yet so deeply flawed. We hurt each other as much as we cared for each other, and I thought that was the way it had to be. But I think that now I’ve realized a much better way to love.

I still hope our paths will cross again someday, but I’ve finally learned to live without you. That was the choice you made for me, and I’m happy now for the same reason I was so sad all those years ago.

I am a hopeless romantic and so these letters truly fascinates me. More to come in my future posts. I will also try to match each letter with a song that best describes each letter’s emotions from my point of view.

Love Letter#3 (to:gen/fr:li@lovingyou.com)

I know this will be the biggest secret that I will reveal for this year… for the past years, I have looked on you as a friend, really close to my heart. I know there are times when I’ve really insulted you, as if you’re not a friend, but all this time, I did not tell you that you are one of the most important people in my life.

There are times when I am really down, and all I want to do is stay beside you. There are times when I tell myself that everything would be okay because I have you. Now, I am beginning to realize that you are so far away that I can never reach you. Maybe, it’s my entire fault for wanting you, the way that I am wanting you now.

Sorry if sometimes I seem not to care. Sorry if sometimes I do not appreciate you. It will only be few months, and after our graduation, everything will be over.

Before I finally realize that what I’m feeling is a mistake, I want you to know, that all this time… I’ve been loving you. I have loved you more than you’ll ever know. So can you tell me now, is it really too late?


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